Monday, January 9, 2012
Where have you been?
I have been gone for a while. I feel nervous writing this. As if somehow, I had lost my "writer's touch". I don't know why it has been this long. I believe it's because I now hold a job-which I love- that requires me to write everyday. I started this blog as a way to escape from a then cold and scientific environment in which i was, for the first time in my life, finding myself in. But the writing i now do everyday is a marketing-based writing and so, i feel like i have lost this ability to write in a literate way. Will anyone read this? I am a freaking bore? Do i have anything interesting to bring to the table? What am i good at? i can't really remember. I know some people have an inherent certainty. About life, about work, about the future. I don't. But i find comfort in knowing that i am not alone. I know a lot of twenty somethings like me, stuck between a rock and a hard place. Professionally, i am spoiled, and touch on wood, have always been lucky thus far. But the rest? The rest is a total blur. Where do i want to live? Why can't i find love? Why is everyone around me moving on? Why is everyone happy and i'm not- well, at least, not all the time? Umph.
Well, i hope you haven't left me yet. I promise i haven't turned emo kid. I'm just confused i guess and a little scared. But i'm sure i"ll be ok. Let's do this together, alright? I'm counting on you. xox
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