Tomorrow's Darling

Today, I learned that the man I have loved for most of my twenties got married. I would be lying if I said that I didn't feel the acute sting of pain from this news. The hardest part, I reckon, is finding out that you love someone and that this love is not reciprocated. Learning that you are irrelevant to someone who means a lot to you, even if you don't really know why. When i mentioned this to my therapist he said something revolutionary. A real eye-opener. Something that will make me look forward and no longer to what could have been. I hope. I know I can. Because i deserve better. "The problem Aude is that for you, he is the buffet. But for him, you're just a treat."

xox